Tuesday, December 4
Finding things to do not to fall asleep, 'cause I know she'll be there in my dreams
I had a weird dream last night. I feel like everyone I know was in it, but it was specifically about Megan.
Long and short of it is, her and I were like friends (clearly a dream), at one point her, Brooke and my parents were sharing stories and cackling in an RV. This upset her sister Sarah and I to know end as we both agreed she's not allowed to be friends with Brooke.
She was wearing something goofy, attractive but goofy, which eventually made me realize it was halloween.
I leaned for help her with something, grazed some silk skirt she was wearing, she sort of made a move for my male parts ... I pulled away because I told her it made me uncomfortable. It made me want her. Not like sexually. I cant explain it.
I woke up missing her, and I keep seeing flashes of her in the dream throughout the day.
Believe me when I tell you that it's just awesome I'm dreaming about her again. This wasn't exactly isolated. So now what?
I miss her. I hate that I miss her. I hate that I don't hate her.
The End.
Long and short of it is, her and I were like friends (clearly a dream), at one point her, Brooke and my parents were sharing stories and cackling in an RV. This upset her sister Sarah and I to know end as we both agreed she's not allowed to be friends with Brooke.
She was wearing something goofy, attractive but goofy, which eventually made me realize it was halloween.
I leaned for help her with something, grazed some silk skirt she was wearing, she sort of made a move for my male parts ... I pulled away because I told her it made me uncomfortable. It made me want her. Not like sexually. I cant explain it.
I woke up missing her, and I keep seeing flashes of her in the dream throughout the day.
Believe me when I tell you that it's just awesome I'm dreaming about her again. This wasn't exactly isolated. So now what?
I miss her. I hate that I miss her. I hate that I don't hate her.
The End.
Labels: Breaking-Up
Jim 2:21 AM
